Monday, September 27, 2010

I know what I want.

I think up until very recently my entire life has always wavered all over the place every which way scattering haphazardly in all directions, experimenting, exploring… the only thing I was ever really certain or sure of was that I always knew…WHAT I DON’T LIKE.

Recently I spent quite a bit of time in public settings e.g sitting on park benches, lazing at the beach contentedly watching people and the world go by….and today a sense of utter peace and calm and rock solid groundedness imbued itself in me…striking me with a certain sense of dejavu….perhaps like Eckhart Tolle attaining realization in his 29th year?

And yes, this may sound arrogant & presumptious but I suddenly FEEL enlightened!

Unexpectedly it seems a new level of understanding or maturity was reached cos suddenly it seems like Everything is VERY CLEAR…interestingly I finally…KNOW WHAT I WANT!!!

Now I just need to work out how to get it…ALL. *lol, it’s just a bit exciting! :)

4 comments:

HappyOrganist said...

this begs a question

Franko Gnedo said...

It is not arrogant or presumptious. It is not a claimed status thing or qualification. It is a feeling and I am very happy for you that you have that feeling. I hope that feeling lasts and if you ever loose it I hope you will know that you can find it again.

Evil Shannanigans said...

What do you want?

zhen said...

Not to disappoint but i AM a scorpio...they're all *top secret business" ;) sorry chicas.