Showing posts with label gratitude. Show all posts
Showing posts with label gratitude. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

INTERNATIONALS.....Arghhhhhh!!!! :-D

THANK. YOU. GOD!!!!

May you and I all never forget that God is faithful and answers prayers :) ^^ ^^ ^^!!

So anyway I was *so so excited* I finally cracked through my monoculture no culture brains void bang head on brick wall issue here....

I seriously had had it up to HERE(motions 50cm above head) with the uncultured yob factor and Tall Poppy Sooks I get subjected to here...not to mention all the vacant stares...seriously, okay for sure it's elitist and Aussies have major overaffliction of Tall Poppy Syndrome and thus related oversensitivity but SERIOUSLY, sometimes it IS just about being able to converse with people at the SAME LEVEL of your understanding on various things...I don't know why such offense and discrimination is directed at cultured intellectuals in this country I mean I wouldn't have a clue what you were talking about if you talk engines and tools yet I don't get a CHIP ON MY SHOULDER because of admitting I'm ignorant about cars!

So yes Thank God for the Multi-cultured seemingly less neanderthal Internationals :)

I reflected on the whole debacle of how I CLASH so much with the majority of native locals left in this country these last few years since 90% of my friends went overseas...the solution I found had a lot to do with teeing up with a really really old friend of mine who went to the same infants, primary, highschool AND uni I did...all in all we received a pretty high and advanced standard of education as can best be expected in Sydney....she too has found herself less than ecstatic with the Aussies and in love with the foreigners!! Like just about all my friends...

And I realised it goes like THIS....once you get out of fairly academic environments you get presented with the REAL state of Australia...and that is one where there is a very very low level of education among its residents....by this stage many of the highly educated typically go overseas since their qualifications give them access to more promising encouraging environments. I guess it's also cos our population is not that big either and not to mention higher education is a bit costly :P so relative we have quite a small population of very educated people, maybe throw in we are marooned on a desolate island far removed from the rest of the world...and it is so easy to shelter in a kangaroo microcosm where that much sun fries the brains and that much water clogs the ears that people aren't that broadly informed either...

And that is why as highly educated intelligent minority ethnicity FEMALES we are subjected to a huuuuge amount of disfavour and discrimination by the dominant majority in this country...I guess being a male minded non submissive slightly feminist INTJ doesn't help either ;) lol the more minority you are I think the more of a rude shock it is for the average person to encounter ...like something they have never encountered...and they don't quite know how to handle you but lament you are weird and abnormal because you are such a rare and special minority...hehe...if people thought I was weird here I wonder how HO gets away with it??LOL Simple. SHE is in America the Land of the Free! lol and anYthinG really does go there!!!

But seriously...in the last few years as the success of the asians particularly the Mainland Chinese has really made a huge presence known in this city I have really felt a level of racism and jealousy never experienced before growing up just because of what I look like on the outside! Which in turn has naturally made me start to feel resentment toward the other side...I know it happens all over the world but for the first 20 years or so of my life it was seriously a non issue, which is how I would have liked it to stay!

Wow code cracked, I'm glad...it's been such a mystery my inner psychologist has pondered so much about why I clashed so much with locals especially Aussie men of my vintage and younger my whole life...

It IS a cultural issue. Anyway once you work out what it is that is irking then you can just avoid it as much as possible...yay! ...Happy days! :)

Monday, March 29, 2010

Cheer up, Mug

I decided to write a list of thanksgiving to divert from the significant challenges in my current environs and reasons to rant...

I am grateful for the custom artwork ^^ painted for me today that was the ray of sunshine in an otherwise pretty gloomy past 3 days.

I am grateful for the custom quirky hat which HO has posted to me in the mail complete with crazy pom poms :)

I am grateful for the custom larimar for a small person which Izzy sourced for me all the way from the Dominican Republic!!!

I am grateful for the lovely alfresco meal G made when I really needed some prodding to want to eat in her backyard.

And always the calm easy going vibes and energy exuded by M.

And the few words required understanding exuded by P.

And the laughter, entertainment, friendship and great meals provided by Toyboy.

And my friend G who dropped in randomly for a surprise visit.

And getting to spend one on one time with L on her last night in Oz.

And VZ for being my supplier of "culture" ensuring I won't ever miss out on The Good Stuff despite living in a Void.

And Murphs and D for putting up with my endless annoying monologues and providing the depth and interesting mental stimulation which I can't get from daily life!

And the help my cousins have given me during this time of crisis.

Oh and E who I would never graduate if it weren't for all her help!

All in the past week or so!

Hmmm even if there is noone in my immediate vicinity, that's a whole bunch of nice people around for me and that's not even everyone. So I guess I'm pretty fortunate :) in the Bigger Picture.

Friday, January 30, 2009

What I'm feeling grateful for...

1. The presence of a breeze.
2. My Yarrow Plant which happens to have very effective anti-mosquito properties :)
3. Good friends and Good conversations.
4. Mature Souls, Old Souls and the Spiritually Enlightened.
5. All the delicious fruits available in Summer.
6. Time to myself to breathe.
7. The dulcet tones of Morrissey.
8. That I'm feeling motivated to tackle all those things that I've been procrastinating...

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

The Roots of Evil (a.k.a Stress) and Gratitude.

I was reading a publication from my old town- it had an article about what the 5 causes of stress were according to a Sage Patagali - these were:

1. Ego
2. Material/physical attachment
3. Spiritual Ignorance
4. Desire
5. Hatred

I don't know but I like when stress becomes so...concise! It just seems so tiny and manageable when you look at it at a definitive list of merely 5 things.

In any case, I'm not stressed in the least - I'm just a big fan of lists^^

So I felt like making a Gratitude List for today:
1. The ambient weather is very pleasant and enjoyable...cool but not cold, airy but not too breezy, air pollution levels low...I actually could sleep/rest yesterday...this is weather where I actually feel grateful because I can finally have a productive day- I can actually function^^!

2. There are no insects biting me and itch of the previous ones I can't feel.

3. FREEDOM. Or that I feel incredibly Free at least.

4. And of course how could I forget Angelic and Divine company :)

Anyhow I think the chaos which manifested in my house is finally gradually being resolved slowly but surely...I now have a reasonably clear living room, bathroom, desk and kitchen...just another 2/3s of the house left to organise...anyhow with the weather as agreeable as it is I'm feeling positive this week...and also feeling optimistic about getting some effective study done...

Why can't it be like this everyday?!