I love you too.

Today's worldly revelation:

There are inherent dangers associated with luxuriating in the Great Outdoors...

With the aid of Murphy's Law, of course.

Felt this big huge whack on my shoulder arm and back and possibly a brush across my head...what the...

was shocked to discover that two very large palm tree fronds had catapaulted themselves to accost me from a neighbouring tree some metres away and 20m UP!

I guess there's a first for everything, lol...past the shock it was actually quite funny ad I couldn't help but erupt into *giggles*.

Ah the vagaries of being Girl...

The Search...

okay I managed to keep it almost to myself for only a few hours, lol...I suck at keeping my own secrets people like HO will be happy to know...

So I woke up having put my finger on it...

Recently I had a really strong compulsion like an amplification perhaps of my long held inner most desire to just up and go...you guys know I hate living in the city in particular this one...

So anyway apart from the clean air and space etc I realised socially I guess what I'm wanting to find in a new environment is what is hard to find in big cities perhaps a sense of "community" and a bit of a back to some old fashioned "values"! I know this could be found in church but I guess that is almost too much of a monoculture for me to be comfortable with...I guess having always been drawn to diversity, voluntary engagement with just one culture is not balanced or healthy-normal for me, or that is my perception and belief anyway...

oh P.S Dream interpreting extraoirdinaires...what does this mean? I dreamt of a very cute border collie puppy and was patting it and then another with a motherly instinct kept nipping at me.

It's like some kind of conspiracy theory...

Why is it when there is a whole heap of space people seem to always need to cramp your style? eg, to me it doesn't quite seem logical that people should cluster when there are so many empty seats....what is UP with that? I think I have concluded and observed that people definitely are a communal species...in any case it's kinda irksome especially if you travel very long distances to escape the city just to revel in that sheer empty space and low population density, to not be able to enjoy the space and peace and quiet...

Other random things...found the movie Lorenzo's Oil a very inspiring true story- stick that in your face limits of conventional medicine! A definite must see for all complementary therapists and advocates of complementary therapies...

Kimchee has the most funkiest smell...ick I never actually tried travelling with it before today....Yikes!!! I think it is like durian it smells positively horrible but tastes GOOD.

Anyway I'm cheery that it's Christmas tomorrow...but actually I think I'll be happier when it's the New Year!!!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!

p.s I'm feeling a bit sorry for myself that I am still stuck in this city during the holidays...

Okay so I'm far from being in the mood to motormouth lately...

So I'll just have to keep it short. Tell you the one most exciting tidbit(true of course) that will happen...

My friend insists on taking me to a nunnery! I am not joking...we will go look-see next week...for what purpose I am not sure exactly but this will be my first kind of visit and I'm sure it will be interesting!

LOL the things I get up to...Curious Cat ;)

Almost threw in the towel

HO you will be alarmed to hear I almost completely threw in the towel for something that would sound quite ridiculous to the sensible rational logical pragmatic folk...re career. But then I came to my senses and realised although I could even mentally consider foregoing the career without causing severe distress these days, I still would like it...cos it's a handy tool and backup to have...how else can I manage to have a natural LIFESTYLE to suit my needs?

I'm still itching to get out of the city :P

Too much been happening lately my idle brain feels somewhat overwhelmed...this Hermit needs more cave time...and a really good natural retreat!

Where in the world did Z disappear to?

Oh I'm still here alright, just I've gotten anti EMFs and without the burden of studies there is no real reason why I need to be bonding with the computer. Okay that's just part of the reason...the other reason is I'm all socialised out in real life...I think I must just be a people magnet or something (HAHA). So yeah I'm kinda too tired to come online of late, all I like doing of late is watching documentaries, world movies, arthouse movies, and reading in bed especially since I got my nifty little MIGHTY BRIGHT reading light.

Saw a great Hitchcock last night Dial M for Murder...man these old movies are good. ALL CLASS...cos they can't rely on special effects & similar crap- they actually NEED to have compelling plotlines! There is a reason why some things stand the test of time :)

But then again, I'm a Graaaandmaaaaa...partial to the old fogey stuff ;)

A life out of the ordinary...

I didn't ask for one. But this is what happened...

I don't recall ever having felt in the driver's seat when it comes to my life...

Lately I found myself pondering...in my consciousness...had I been able to lead a conventional life, would I want it?

Surprisingly...Probably not!

People have always tried to push me into a box to fit the straight path of a conventional life and even if my imagination engineers the nicest conditions, for some strange reason it has never ever really seemed to appeal...is the verdict from my conscious mind...so maybe my subconscious has actually always been helping me land far far out of the box!!

It's been a BIG week...weekend a little busy, hope you're having a good one!

xZ

Oz beats Germany hands down...

Interesting article from an ex German. Mind you she lives on the West Coast...really quite different to here...but as a country comparison it still holds true.

My Mum Talks to Aliens

Watch this before it expires - it's absolutely fascinating!

I hate how Skeptics are sooo friggin ARROGANT that they think the pipsqueak human mind can fathom and master everything there is to friggin know in the world...certain things can't be proven by the scientific process and in the same way I challenge the skeptics to be open-minded enough to accept that there are possibilities that are valid by mere fact that they haven't managed to DISPROVE them either!

Some people's minds are just so closed and inflexible...so uncool. I remember when I saw an ad for a training course to "feel Qi in 6 weeks", lol that just blew my mind...I never realised that not everybody can feel qi...just cos some of us are insensitive and ignorant and unaware doesn't mean that certain things don't exist! Prove it, I say.